I am going to vent and you are all free to skip past this or read it it's your choice.

In life, I feel left out, Like an outcast. And I will admit I'm not doing very well with the quarantine and not with life either. In school, my grades have dropped due to the coronavirus and being a remote learner. Being a remote learner with only 4 other kids and the rest of the 36 in my class being in school means we are left out and often forgotten. So we are behind the rest of the class and they leave us out. So naturally, being left out we lose out on assignments and get zeros because we were never told about it. And aside from that, I don't feel I do anything right. I feel if I do something for good I get yelled at because ''I had that there for a reason'' or ''DONT DO THAT'' and I end up getting yelled at for trying to do something good. I feel like I'm a complete burden to my family and to the world. I had some friends online in a game that I love playing and they all left and stabbed me in the back and are now gone. THey were great friends for the time being and made a great impression on me and I wanted to be like them when I grew up and then it happened they were gone and I couldn't ad wouldn't see or allow myself to hear from them again. I put myself away from them for good. I lost my real-life best friend and now Im alone an Asian American in the land of whites. No respect comes when I enter stores nowadays. I feel my brother is loved more then me which I think all people think that about their siblings and when Im alone in my room in the night and the dark I don't feel alone I feel like there is someone else there. But not in a good way. And I cant wait to get into the higher grades and my classmates get more mature and stop being so rude. I can't wait to escape and become something great and prove them all wrong. I still have a ways to go and I don't have any motivation except for Riding. And I don't get the pleasure of riding every day sadly. My only cat Rudy has passed away and my birthday comes soon Im afraid everybody will forget. Thanks for listening to me blabber about my poor life and taking minutes out fo your day. I'll let you continue and be gone my problems you can expect more of things like this in the future but I'll let you off easy this time. Enjoy the rest of your day!

Hello everyone! Today I was watching the news and George Floyd came on. Then I started thinking. Why pick on colored people when we color white people with crayons and colored pencils? Think about it that way. #blacklivematter #alllivesmatter

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1037 Notifications. Today is my last day in school. After 3:04 I become an eight-grader. What grade will you guys be in? I don't know if KS will allow it but if they do its cool. Well, Happy Friday! I hope you have a great day.