You guys mind if I rant a little bit?
So, it's basically about my self-esteem. I have low self-esteem a lot, but lately it's gotten better since I've changed my hairstyle and clothing choices to make me feel better. But that's besides the point: Since I am a teenager now and learning to drive, soon I will be getting a job. I am allowed to start dating when I am 16/17, and my problem is the fact that I feel like it will be hard to be social and find a boyfriend or even a friend in general...
Why? Well, first, low self-esteem. Secondly, I look much younger than I am. I know this is great, and I will be very grateful to have it when I am older, but now it doesn't help my case. People will treat me like a little sister when they first meet me even though I'm their age or older, and that's not gonna entice a boyfriend, unless he's a creep. I know people like me (you guys do, right?! XD) and at the base of every relationship is attraction, rather that be platonic or romantic, rather it be because of beauty or your personality. Here, since it's online, it's totally more of a personality thing.
Anyway yeah. My father thinks I'm too young to be interested in anyone or have a crush on anyone, yet my mother knows differently. Years ago, my father was shocked to learn that I had a crush, LOL. Anyway, it's probably just because he doesn't want me to grow up and all that gushy stuff.
Anyone else have this problem, or are you not interested in dating yet?
See you guys tomorrow. I may not get the KS artwork finished til the first of December, or Christmas, but it'll be a nice little Xmas gift. I should be able to check in Halloween! 
See y'all later!
KS Artwork WIP.
I have finished coloring and shading me, Jay, and Whiz... I still have 7 people left to shade and draw. I also have to finish the background (suggestions welcome, the couch will be in front of a huge window showing outside, what should be outside? Please comment). I will be adding more people as I finish the previous ones, and will be editing the look of the layout as I go.
Do you like it so far?
GemHeart May have to zoom in. However, the photo retains it's clarity so you can zoom in to see details.
lunalovegoodmolly Great so far!
Emelyisaway OOOH DO A GALAXY THING OUTSIDE!! or don't if you don't want, it's your choice lol
yeetman64 yet. good
lunamoonlight Awesome
JD2005 Cool!
FunHeart1010 I AMM SOOO EXXCITTEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
forgxtten cool! maybe a playground
JD2005 Same FH!
KnightStar AMAZING!!!
Eyes!
GemHeart Find more: https://kn.kidzsearch.com/group/920273/ Please comment. ;)
FunHeart1010 Awesome!! 👀 👀
lunalovegoodmolly Cool
KnightStar amazing!
GemHeart Thanks! I used Copics and blended!
JD2005 Amazing!
forgxtten I doodle eyes on random things I know about 30 different styles
Check out EG for some new content! Also, will post the WIPs of the KS artwork tomorrow. I should have it finished bu the end of Nov.
Happy Halloween...
GemHeart Can you guess who she is?
lunalovegoodmolly Nope
lunamoonlight Kuchisake-Onna is my best guess.
FunHeart1010 I LOVEEE HEERR! And idk...rinji??
KnightStar Hmmm
KnightStar But good art work!
forgxtten Kuschisake Onna, of course
JD2005 IDK, but HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 🎃 #Halloween2019
GemHeart YEP, IT IS KUSCHISAKE-ONNA-SAN!!!! XD ;D
Twentyonepilotsan Nice
#QoTD
Who is your greatest inspiration, or you’¥ hero?
GemHeart Who did it put the yen sign?! I meant your.
GemHeart *why (STUPID AUTOCORRECT)
lunalovegoodmolly J.K. Rowling or any author..... Also Luna Lovegood...... Lol
forgxtten my aunt, she’s an author.
lunamoonlight A few people, too many to name.
FunHeart1010 I am not sure....I don't have one...
JD2005 Netaji S. C. Bose, Swami Vivekananda, Ishwar Chandra Vidyasagar...
KnightStar Artist my aunt's a pretty well knoam author too, but she's not. My dad???
KnightStar Artist my aunt's a pretty well knoam author too, but she's not. My dad???
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
GemHeart Check out more at the Meme Squad!
JD2005 What did you share? Can't see.
lunalovegoodmolly Yup!
JD2005 Now I can see!
KnightStar Yeah! Same!!!!!
Checking in really quick.
#QoTD If you could be anywhere in the world, right now, where would you be?
JD2005 Um... Your home? LOL!
lunalovegoodmolly With everyone on KidzSearch that is my friend and my real life friends having fun!
FunHeart1010 With all of my bffs from kidznet eating pizza and talkin about memes lol
forgxtten sleeping
lunamoonlight Japan
GemHeart PIZZA?! (Nuuuuuu) I agree with Luna and FH and Jay :)
KnightStar I wouldnt want to be in Japan lol...way too crowded... Hmmm, I'm kind of home sick, but its nice in Arizona.
ammyk SAME Autumn!!! Especially Mr. Lemoncello’s library.
lunalovegoodmolly kinda.... but I am WAY to young to date.... I think a crush can happen at any age.... other people think you have to be SUPER old. I am only 12 not old enough to date, but crushes are different
FunHeart1010 Well, no not really. And don't worry about it... you're are a nice person and I am sure you are very pretty. Anyone would love to have a girlfriend, or friend like you!! :DD
Emelyisaway I get it, dude. I'm not super interested in dating just yet, but whatever. I remember when I was in middle school, I started having a bit of a crush on one of my friends. I didn't ever tell him though coz I feel like I'm not ready for something like that, even though he liked me back. Definitely listen to ur parents though. Wait for the right person too. Idk man oof
forgxtten I’m not old enough. But my dad makes jokes all the time and asks when my next date will be and with whom, and I’m just like “next??? whaddya mean NEXT?"
lunamoonlight Never had a crush, never had a boyfriend or girlfriend, have had a total of 4 good friends irl in my whole life up to now, my mom won't let me date until highschool, my dad won't let me date till I'm 30, whom still don't know I am lesbian. Can't help you much, just be friendly to people.
JD2005 I'm not so much interested in dating. But crushes, they are different.
Don't worry, I know you've a great personality. As FH said, I'm also sure that you're very pretty and anyone would love to have a girlfriend like you! ;)
GemHeart LOL... my dad just doesn't wanna believe I'll get a guy one of these days XD
KnightStar .......welllll, I can't help you there because all the guys I like are in their middle or late 20's......ugh, only if I was older.
GemHeart LOL Knight.... but thanks everyone!