I found this on a vacation last summer in a shop. I saved it just for you and Molly

Dear @KnightStar,

''Don't listen to what people say. Listen to what your heart says.''

I don't know who called you those, but I'm 100% sure they're wrong. I know that you're a really good person. I've always considered you as one of my best friends, and will do. #KidzNet would never be the same without you. Hope you start to feel better. We love you. Please don't leave, please don't.

''You, yes you. You are sweet, kind, beautiful, talented, amazing and simply the best at being you. Never forget that.''

Yours ever, @JD2005

@KnightStar We will deeply miss you. When you are gone, I hope you heal. This place won't be the same with out you Knight. We love you!

OK. Well, here it goes.

If you are reading my diary, then you know life is really not the best right now. Maybe ok, but not the best, I've had the worst days. I don't want to start drama by stating this. I have school and I'm depressed right now. Most days I'll just wake up and cry. Or cry in the bathroom. Or cry on a swing swung. And I feel like KS isn't helping, it's just a distraction and it's all just part of the numbing process. Another reason I won't be on like Summer this year is because of the amount of Tumblr I'm getting from here. It's just turning into a kid Tumblr. Everyday someone accuses me of being racist, homophobic, transphobic, and it doesn't stop. And I reckon this day and age it never will, it'll just get worse. Maybe because it's the fact our generation just is filled with these grown-up thoughts they become little drama queens themselves.

Anyways, I'm going to still be on KT but only for one reason, to post my short horrors. Well, nothing gruesome of course, kid scary stories. I won't be on (hopefully) till December. If I am on, it's to post in my diary. Y'all know nothing about my life, my "real" life. I've been struggling to just speak properly instead of like a child. I can, but for some reason, my mind doesn't want to. I act like a child, or I just change my characters. It's annoying everyone and I can't stop. My mind doesn't want to. I can't find the real me in my maze of faces.

If I'm going to reg. school you won't see me all year long. 2020 second semester, you might see me, but I'll try not to be on. If I'm online, don't get your hopes up, I'm either posting on my diary or I clicked on the tab. So, if you are my close friends, check-in my diary. Because I post sensitive stuff there, but I'm never judged there. I'm going to be on other websites, but you are not supposed to give names out so. For now, I'm just going to talk about different languages with baby boomers online because that's what life is. Going in the pit of your sadness hoping your tears don't drown you to death.

Any interaction will be on my stories. I'm wanting to start a long-awaited series for a while on there, with Silens I being gone I just need something to keep me going. Thanks for reading and pretty please, don't be rude because I stated my opinion on the current state of Gen y and KN (or KT).

#NothingButTheTruth

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