Songs i have been listening to while drawing lately-

Tears of an Angel by Amy Guess
Courtesy Call by Thousand Foot Krutch
Dance with the Devil by Breaking Benjamin
Light Em Up (My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark) by Fall Out Boy
Unravel which is the opening theme for Tokyo Ghoul AND IS FLARFING AWESOME.

Watashi wa kowarete imasu

Drawing of Chelsea

Drawing of Chelsea. Made it a few hours before... that.

Possible Black Butler OC named Lilith

Watching Tokyo Ghoul. I read a little of the 2nd manga since that is all they had at the library, now im getting to the point in the anime where the 2nd book takes place. Also, this is the first time i have seen a show/movie so accurate with the book, its just about line-for-line.

New post in my diary. Details about yesterday

"Cover my eyes, cover my ears, tell me these words are a lie, it cant be true, that im losing you, the sun will not fall from the sky, can you hear heaven cry, tears of an angel"
Today, my dog Chelsea was not doing good. She was shaking, wheezing, and her stomach was big. Mom called dad and he said to give her some ibuprofen and leave it. Mom made the right desicion and ignored him and took Chelsea to the 24 hour emergency vet. They took her in, we were not allowed inside. They did an x-ray and an ultrasound. She had Pyometra. Basically what was going on was blood was filling up her... female organ. They recommended surgery, which was $2,900 and there was a good chance with her age she would not make it through surgery and that the blood was in other ograns too. So... we put her down. My dad couldnt be there but we facetimed him. My brother came, he was a mess. Heck, everyone was, even my dad. I now have a headache from being upset. I took some ibuprofem myself and hopefully that kicks in soon. We all said our goodbyes to her. They had given her some pain meds so she was happy and moving a bit when we said goodbye. It was all so sudden, even though it was a few hours, it was sudden. Its 10 37 currently, we just got back home. We are going to have her cremated, we will probably get her ashes in a couple weeks. Everyone was crying. I could barely bring myself to say goodbye. Im gonna stop talking about this now, my head feels like it is about to split open.

Recently my dog Chelsea has been having problems. She has had back problems before and now she keeps shaking and wheezing like she is in pain. She is also moving slower and when we have let her out to do her business, she hasnt been pooping either. She is 11 human years old, and her breed usually lives 10-12. We are going to try some doggy meds, if that fixes the problem, great, if it doesnt... well that means it could be serious and we might have to put her down. Hopefully not, but we dont know right now. Chelsea has been with me for as long as i can remember, good puppy.

I found a new WebToon. Its BL. Its got vampires. AND IT HAS 485 PAGES!!! To be fair, i have a feeling they are all super short, but still, that is a lot. Usually most comics dont even have 100, but 485... woah.