Hi guys first day of school, so I'll see you in summer

(don't mind the badly taken screenshot)

Me: 2020 will have a great start!! I'm just so happ-

2020:

Hello asì que esta es mui rutina de cuidado de la piel y cosas que recomiendo si estas en quiebra

Ok well let's get started !! (Skin care routine and products I recommend)

1. Aztec clay
I've been using this for two months, but it has not had a direct effect. Like, not clearing up my acne. Well, I was using it wrong, so when I was using it right (like with plastic and no metal etc) it started working great. But it was not instant, and I still need help with acne.
2. Green tea cubes
Ok I'm going to do this routinely. I always have green tea or some kind of tea and leaves somewhere in my house, so this is really convient for me. This closes pores, and let me say, my pores are basically Russia. Anyways, it also helps prevent acne, so I recommend! You can also use this for other tea blends, not only green tea.

Ok well thats it for now because I want to keep my posts short. I have tried many things and I want to talk about that also I'm going to be posting on my diary a lot updating on myself. Thanks friends!!!!!

2020 anyone


uh oh

Posted in my diary, I hope you see you guys on my thirteenth birthday

mIsSeD mEh

mErY cHrismAs bUbBiEs sAnTa bRoght mE

K SEE YOU NEXT MONTH

Ugh. I got a bad headache and in a bad mood but here we go.

I know Attack Helicopter is a slight dark and offensive joke. That ended, im not a ❄ , i have a tough shell. So it has nothing to do with Gymnast. Also, you guys weren't correcting me, you were stating an opinion and I mine. But it has nothing to do with that but my school. Realityid different from online, im two months behind in school and I have a few weeks left before the finish line, or dead line.

Im only saying this because my sister told me that someone said it had to do with that. Im trying to tell myself I can do itl i can getaway from KS. And this has been going on for months if you've read my diary, ive been trying to get myself to leave. And In told posts when my memom died, I wasn't check in for a few months. So it started there, when my memom died. And also just my health, mentally and physically. So, God will lead me to a better path someday.

Also can someone teach me how to
write on a tablet?

Because false allegations of me "threatening to leave" was put up.

I have felt like KS made me numb and more isolated from the world. I would refresh the page multiple times before I got something new, and just sit there watching the screen. And it only isolated me from the world and made me more depressed when even a little of that numbness would go away because of how empty I felt.

It isn't because of "drama" because of my personal life. I'm taking a break for two months and you can't stop me. Hopefully, till then I'll feel better. But because of these allegations, I'm not even sure I want to go on in two months. I'm not one to threaten. I'm alone. And I just feel so empty, like there is nothing in my life. So please, don't tell me that "Oh you won't actually take a break, you'll be back tomorrow, she's just threatening to leave." Because that's causing me to look at my notification when I'm on the KT tab about to delete and I see that. And being honest, I go on here to feel happy. But lately, no matter the drama or not, I feel more alone and isolated from the rest of the world. Like I'm talking in a void of nothingness.

I love my friends, like @GemHeart and @lunamoonlight @JD2005 etc. But I just need to take and break, for now, just to feel again, so please don't start anything because that makes me go on more and it just makes me feel number to the world. It's nothing anyone did.