Dear my dad, sick and twisted as you are
Twisted I am not, anyone who says I am is a liar
And as I have developed my hatred, my sought after-wrath
I gave myself an emotional war over you, and here lies the aftermath
I continue to feel my anger, burning and deep
And though I still do not forgive you, hatred I still keep
I have chosen, to extend a gift you may not deserve
After all, the things you did took a lot of nerve
I choose to give mine and karma’s mercy
As much as I absolutely feel you are unworthy
I don’t wish my pain upon you, I don’t want you to hate me back
Though I don’t wish your actions unpunished, cut me some slack
No longer will my soul seek self-righteous revenge for thee
Although, don’t believe this means you’re free
What you’ve done has hurt, more than you will ever know
I don’t do this for you, I do it for me, to try and let some wrath go
Because I looked at myself, I’d turned hatred into my defense
So I consider this part of my metamorphosis
I would rather stay above where you are in your broken elevator
I would rather try to let it go, than to make myself just as bad as you are
My hatred stays, but I’ve let wrath go, to make it easier on my soul
And now, maybe just now, I can finally work on making myself feel whole
To have empathy for all, and with those who’ve wrong me, atone
Than to be held back by apathy not my own
You might take it as a gift, or brush it away
But regardless of whatever you do, extending mercy helps me today
Extending mercy to the attempted killer of my soul
But you didn’t kill me, I am myself, or rather I will be, I’m almost whole
I’m not giving forgiveness, but it’s not that much further
And maybe then, I will finally, finally, feel my sense of closure
I got a haircut today, finally. My hair now goes to my shoulders. It used to go to the middle of my back. I don't like really long hair, it's impractical, gets in the way, and it hard to brush without assistance.
ammyk My hair is slightly past my shoulders. I think I want to grow it out a little bit longer.
lunamoonlight My bangs look floofy lol
KnightStar same @ammyk. im growing it out just to remind myself of how long hair felt lol-
CoralSophie08 I agree, long hair really does get in the way. That's why I wear mine back in a military bun almost 24/7.
lunamoonlight I usually wore mine in a hair clip, but that hurts when you lay down lol. I like short hair.
KnightStar @CoralSophie08 i cant do my hair for crap
ammyk @knightstar Same. XD
Well, my Robotics team may not have any competitions next year. For several years we've always done Robotics through an organization called FIRST, which costs like, $300 to enter the competition. Currently, my Robotics team's budget is enough to enter and buy a candy bar, we don't have enough money for the robot parts, which are expensive. But, at least this way we won't have the problem of not being able to use parts we already have because they aren't allowed in the game.
Twentyonepilotsan I'm sorry
IFH released a new song, Waste My Hate. The lyrics are good, they've done better on some of the music for it, but it's still pretty good.
Waste My Hate
Icon For Hire
Drag me through the dark
Oh, bless your little black heart
So I pick up the shovel and dig up the dirt
Do I look like I need a new way to hurt?
You sell me out, spend me like money
Ha, are you obsessed with me, honey?
Let me make sure that I got this straight:
I sink to your level so you feel ok
Keep on pushing and pushing, hoping that I push back
Ha, well I don't do it like that
Drag me through the dark
Oh, bless your little black heart
Pull my world apart
Oh, bless your little black heart
Don't want your energy
Keep your bad vibes
Don't shove down my throat what you've buried inside
We've got a name for people like you
We've got a name for people like you
So let me make sure that you get this straight:
You won't get an ounce of attention from me
Keep on pushing and pushing, hoping that I push back
Ha, well I don't do it like that
Drag me through the dark
Oh, bless your little black heart
Pull my world apart
Oh, bless your little black heart
Oh, bless your little
I'm not gonna waste my hate on you
Trying to get me riled up, shame on you
I'm not gonna waste my hate on you
I only got one thing to say to you
Drag me through the dark
Oh, bless your little black heart
Pull my world apart
Oh, bless your little black heart
Black heart
Oh, bless your little black heart
Drag me through the dark
Oh, bless your little black heart
Pull my world apart
Oh, bless your little black heart
Gallagher, a comedian-
G- So if 25% of people are stupid, why are we worried about 10% unemployment? I'm more worried about the 15% of stupid people who HAVE JOBS.
Random video YT recommended me-
Queeny I got a YT vid recommended to me from the same anime! Except it was horse prototyping. Weird O.O
lunamoonlight Yeah now I'm getting a bunch of these-
JD2005 "The uploader has not made this video available in your country." Oof.
Autumn same @jay :(
3 weeks, just 3 weeks...
(Icon For Hire is releasing a new album, Amorphous, Feb. 19th)
CSeriestechhero Woah nice theme, it's so vivid.
EloquentRacer92 so cool
bubblegum that's pretty!
lunamoonlight 7000ff is one of my favorite colors (right on the edge of blue and purple), plus it went well with the Anna Blue picture
JD2005 👍🏻
I am getting ticked off by my SS class. I'm learning about the Boston Massacre. In the Boston Massacre, 5 people were killed. My SS class only named and talked about 1. Why? Because he did something good or bad? Because he was an important figure? No, the only reason they point him out specifically is that he was part black and native American. They don't name any of the other people who died. It's not that their names are unknown, their names are Samuel Gray; James Caldwell; Samuel Maverick, a seventeen-year-old; and Patrick Carr. But I find it disrespectful that they aren't even mentioned when they were in the same situation as the other dude was. And they can't even say it was discrimination or anything, because the shots weren't fired at any specific people, they were fired at a crowd of people. So why don't they even mention the rest of the people who died, when they were just as important?
JD2005 :(
PurpleMochi This is what’s wrong with the school systems! They can tell us anything and leave out important info just because they want to, some times for no reason.
GemHeart Yeah, I get what you mean, that’s why I appreciate my history I take, it mentions everyone they can fit in a page.
lunamoonlight @PurpleMochi preaching to the choir hun. It usually has a reason. Can't call slavery racist if they talk about how Irish slaves were treated worse because they were less expensive than African slaves. Not like all Africans were slaves either, there were African people who owned slaves too.
PurpleMochi @lunamoonlight
PurpleMochi Yeah, same with a lot of lgbtq facts
lunamoonlight Heck, who do you think sold African slaves to white slave owners?
spiltmilk if it was specifically shot at him i could see why it would be talked about, but it wasnt smh
JD2005 👏🏻